You are always inspiring

You are always inspiring
You tells me that you can do anything for me, you call me dear and keep on saying I am always great in your heart..

I doubted all the good words you used on me because I know I do have flaws no matter when and where..
You were angry with me, as you left me because you think I was weak, you didn't come to check on me when you came back, and you didn't show me any actions you could do to prove all the meanings of your each words. Probablely I have some illusion and we